Thursday, September 16, 2010

A List is TOTALLY as Good as a Real Post

Things I've Been Doing That Have Distracted Me From Blogging (and, Occasionally, Showering):

  • Working on...Something. That I can't tell you about yet, because it's for Someone. Someone who reads this blog. I've already said too much.
  • Trying to find the time to participate in this puppety-performance art thing (oh, yes, you read that right) so that I can be Doing Something Creative for the first time in two years.
  • Taking my first stab at making Indian food (thanks, Kitchen Witch!)
  • Making mad lists of things that must be done before I travel to Chicago in October for my sister's wedding. Yep, Aunt Benevola's getting hitched, and I am flying with Tankbaby by myself (MOTH to join us later). Eep. So far I have: bought a dress and airline tickets. I have not yet: begun to hoard prescription pain meds to survive the flight. (Not for me, you understand, I would generously share with those around us.)
  • Obsessively, raptly, constantly listening to this song, and really, this whole album. What's not like to love about British bluegrass? Gorgeous harmonies, foot-stomping bass lines, and cute boys in suspenders. Am swooning.
  • Trying to process the swarm of thoughts and feelings I had when MOTH took me on my birthday date: going to see Rufus Wainwright in concert with the symphony. The first half of the concert was selections from his opera (His opera. That he wrote. In French, no less.), which is not my genre, despite the fact that more than one voice teacher has tried to steer me that way (I am a lyric soprano who wants to be a gutsy alto). But the second half, when he sang and the strings and the horns swelled in the background...ah. It made me want to stand up and sing along--frowned upon at the symphony, sadly. But it all made me think about music and how it's missing from my life these days and how most people in my life now don't even know that I sing. I was taking voice lessons for a while, but stopped when it got prohibitively expensive. I don't miss the lessons, per se, but I miss singing being a priority in my life. But even as all of these thoughts were bubbling up, I was also swept away by the gorgeousness of Wainwright's voice, along with developing a big ol crush on his sweet, flamboyant, self-effacing self (see also, this song, which is what he opened with, and I have been singing it for a week now). And then he sang songs for his mom, who passed away earlier this year, and I cried. And then he sang "Hallelujah." And I cried. Altogether, a really lovely, if emotionally overwhelming, evening. All hail MOTH, Best Birthday Gift Giver!
  • Making gallons of homemade chicken noodle soup, the process of which nearly drives me to veganism every time.
  • Consuming my weight in chocolate brownie frozen yogurt.
  • Wondering why I don't need a belt suddenly.
  • Getting really worked up over things like midterm elections and insurance deductibles, and realizing that I am officially a Grown-Up, and kind of a boring one at that.
  • Obsessing over whether 35 is too old to put a purple streak in my hair.
  • Getting really excited about my friend's pregnancy--the one that we thought might have been ending at the ER one night, and then the next day, but that your collective good voodoo saved and is now almost twelve weeks along! I'm also hoping to help her plan her shotgun wedding (the official theme), and just generally revel in the fact that sometimes Good Things happen.
And, perhaps most importantly:
  • Teaching Tankbaby to make claw hands to request Lady Gaga's "Bad Romance"

But enough about me. What have you been up to?

7 comments:

  1. You sing??? I am SO jealous. I love to sing, but not anyplace anyone (including my kids) could hear. That pretty much leaves the car. I'm a car singer.

    And I (also 35) bought purple to put a streak in my hair, and it's been sitting around for about a year. But I'm pretty sure that means I'm too chicken.

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  2. Rufus is playing Carnegie Hall in a few months and I'm trying to find some sort of justification for buying tickets. For I too don't want somebody to love me, just give me sex whenever I want it.

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  3. I've been working on my novel revisions. It's loads of fun and keeps my depression at bay, although I've been down plenty, too. (As my blog shows...)

    I used to be a singer, too. In fact, my undergrad degree is in music performance. I got so burned out by being a music major, though, that I stopped all things musical for ten years. TEN YEARS! Well, when I was writing my novel, I made the protagonist a musician, and it inspired me to pull out my guitar. Ever since, I've performed a daily midday concert for my baby while he plays on the floor. Boy, does he love it. No one else hears me sing, but that kid is a captive audience. It's fun, and I'm finally getting my guitar chops back.

    I used to feel like I was slumming when I sang with my guitar, since I'm classically trained. But now, it's my sole musical comfort being able to accompany myself.

    Glad you had a great birthday!

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  4. I totally want blue streaks in my hair. Almost 38. SO I guess blue is more appropriate.

    I miss singing, too, as part of my theater/improv/standup previous life. That's totally never coming back because of what I'm doing now. Fine, but sad.

    Hence hair streaks.

    Happy birthday!

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  5. You have to learn how to put a video online so you can show us your puppetry performance complete with your singing. DO you take requests?! Nobody is too old to put a purple streak in their hair esp. if they are singers. Or puppeteers. Glad you had a great time at your birthday present. All hail MOTH indeed. And best wishes to your prego friend. NOW. October. You. Me. Takebaby. Date. Deal?

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  6. ajm--Do it! Streak! (your hair, that is). If you do, I will...

    Elly--If it's not too late, get those tickets! He is so adorable live. I dunno, I expected more sullenness, but he was sweet and self-effacing and more than a little fey and perfect. Instant pleasure, indeed.

    Fie--I knew I liked you. I love the baby concert. I wish I could accompany myself. I have a guitar and have taken lessons in the past, with the dream of being able to accompany myself, but it remains mostly a dream, unless I want to sing with a lot of halts while I switch chords.

    Naptime--Come on, join us. Let's all desperately reclaim our cooler selves! Everything's more rebellious when it's done in groups, right? Also, I want to hear more about the improv/theater/standup background, please.

    SubWOW--If only...believe me, next time I'm in Chicago, we're meeting up. But I'm actually not going to be in the city (except for possibly one day), but in the 'burbs, and am committed to being my sister's wingwoman for all things wedding. Unless you want to crash the wedding, I fear this is not Our Time. Boo.

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  7. WAH WAH WAH! Fine... It's your sister's wedding after all. Have a wonderful time at the wedding! TankBaby is going to be a hit now that you've taught him to dance to all the lady gaga songs, right?!

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